Disgrace

Verse
The city streets are empty,
My mind is spinning round.
I'm chasing ghosts of memories
That I thought I had drowned.
The neon lights are flickering
Like the beat of my heart.
I'm lost in this confusion
And I don't know where to start.

Chorus
Flowers and lace and another pretty face,
The world is not what it seems now.
My world is upside down,
My world is sideways from yours.
I’m not the man, just disgrace.

Verse
The darkness falls around me,
A suffocating weight.
The fear is overwhelming
As I struggle with my fate.
The voices in my head
Are screaming out in pain.
I'm drowning in this nightmare
And I can't break the chain.

Chorus
Flowers and lace and another pretty face,
The world is not what it seems now.
My world is upside down,
My world is sideways from yours.
I’m not the man, just disgrace.

Bridge
I try to find a way out
Of this endless despair.
But the shadows keep on creeping
And they're always there.
I'm searching for a reason
To keep on going strong.
But the demons keep on pulling
And I can't hold on for long.

Chorus
Flowers and lace and another pretty face,
The world is not what it seems now.
My world is upside down,
My world is sideways from yours.
I’m not the man, just disgrace.

Outro
I'm not the man I used to be
And I don't know where to turn.
The darkness closes in on me
And my soul begins to burn.
But I'll keep on fighting
Till the very bitter end.
I'll rise above this madness
And find the light again.